ok i noe my blog died-ed liao...
so i'm here to update...
haix...
i'm facing lots of problems now...
firstly, skoolwork...
exams comin in 5 weeks time...
and i think i'm not prepared...
my ELTECH still can cope...
EG is gettin so damn hard now...
IN lab i can pass, but not de written test...
OS i think i'll buang theory also...
WHS.. god... it has a theory test...
& tat stoopid HK teacher's lecture is like SHIT...
every week gib us one stack of papers to read...
he jus read out wats in his slides...
and tis comin thursday i got my 2nd day of CANDO campaign tat'll make mi miss WHS & IN lab... PLUS, I GOT IN TEST STRAIGHT AFTER CANDO...
GOD... I'M SO STRESSED UP...
WHS i'll miss LINUX INSTALLATION...
IN i'll miss last preparation for the SUBNETTIN TEST...
all becox of a stoopid CANDO tat can let mi pass CATS jus by attendin it...
tis friday i'm havin ELTECH lab test...
tat i think i've alady forgot wat i've learnt for de pass labs...
sometimes i do wonder why i chose tis course...
& who says yr1 is so SLACK..?!
its not.. for mi...
secondly, tat CHEE YONG guy from donno where...
alrite, he's from SP...
i donno him and he claims tat he noes alot abt mi...
& i alady forgotten how i got to noe him...
he said he likes mi for 2yrs alady...
i was like... WTF..?!
he can like mi for 2yrs jus to look at my frenster profile & see how i look like and determine wat gal i am..?!
tis is so PERVERTIC...
& he jus keep sms-in mi everyday...
sayin tat he wanna woo mi... he like mi alot...
even though he noes i wont reply back...
he jus keep sms-in...
god... i'm so irritated...
i feel like throwin my phone away...
lastly, & de most complex one...
mi & my ex...
de problem between us jus cannot be resolved...
and it hurts mi everynite keep thinkin how to solve it...
i've alady given him de break he wans...
now turn out tat he's de one who cant let go..?!
& tat doesnt mean tat i've alady let go...
cox i did told him i'll gib him time...
i've alady made it clear & he keeps makin it complicated...
i feel tat my life is soooo in a TERRIBLE MESS...
suddenly, i miss my fren, who's now in de hands of God...
its been 6months alady...
sometimes i miss him tat much tat i feel like sms-in him...
even though i noe i wont get a reply back...
jus feel like sharin my problems wit him...
he's de one who always lendin his listenin ear to mi when he's still around...
now turns out i lost one listenin ear...
i've alady shared my problems wit my mum...
but seems like these problems ony i can solve it myself...
now i got sleepin disorder...
go out almost everyday and reach home late...
stayin at home is a torture to mi...
it makes mi think alot and i'll start cryin & drinkin...
jus hope tat these problems can solve quickly & i can start a new way of livin on de first day of 18 yrs old...
jus continue to believe in myself...
Monday, July 09, 2007
problems tat can nv be resolved.. @ 4:01:00 PM 
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